I Will Not Discuss Further Motives Of The

I will not discuss further motives of the decision, here many imperceptible poured subtleties, but the main thing in other, in that impulse of gratitude which has at once shined all my being as internal fiery flash when I have understood that Egor is ready to live with me on - instead of as the mechanical appendage to the service! When has seen that I am more expensive than its ambitions to it. And then this my desire - from within me or from above has come whence? - Also it became most important than the rest. And all. And discussion is finished. Alternatives are not present. I am ready to accept under the heart, in the bosom a young soul. I already wait for it. No, I not simply wait for it. I am going to accept it so that a new life which will soon arise in me, have found the best, healthy locality of dwelling. I will pass all clearings on the physical plan: and that are recommended in "Three whales of health" (a liver, a lymph, kidneys, on bones and that there still another is listed salt), I will pass also deeper clearings: , and about which the Author told to us with Egor (it will state them in the book "Healing of the person", devoted to healing principles).